Fariner Thoughts

Thursday, February 23, 2006

Separated

I am feeling a bit separated at the moment. Maybe separated is not quite the adjective I am looking for however, it will have to suffice. You see, a lot has been going on in ALL aspects of my life. Work is getting a bit arduous and well I am just plain tired of it. Solution: Job hunting.
My personal life..Haaa Where do I start. Lets just say that I am working out the kinks. I hope that little statement wont get me in trouble....?
I have been a tee bit worried about a friend of mine. Not about her heatlh or her safety, oh well maybe her health a little bit after all the mind and body are arguably connected ehh?
Anyhew, She's in a, how do you say Sticky situation but all I can do is wish her the best and pray and stop worrying and give her support within my capacity and not get involved....Hmm I can do that. That shoudl not be that hard. Pray for me sombody!!!!
Anyways I cant wait for her new baby to get home. It was such a joy seeing him into this world. Pity him nuh know how it vicious a RC. Him woulda tan up deh!
BUT after witnessing his birth, the flip side to that is....I aint doing it. I will rather devote my self to a life of barren-ness. That is a sure way to get me to commit to a life time subscription to abstainance. Oh man! All the blood, the pushing and heavy breathing and in between that trying to get her to push too so the baby could actually come out. OH tha trauma.
I do solemnly vow NEVER to have natural child birth. I WILL...Oh yes! I WILL have a cesarian section....Hint hint Hun I AINT DOING IT!!!!!!!!! Yes I'm a coward so what...?

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

A little help on the way

I have been in limbo for a while. You see a friend of mine is pegnant. It seems like ages because the due date took forever to come. Then it passed and the baby still isn't here. Now I am thinking what a lazy little boy. He doesn't want to come out. Anyways he's been two weeks over due so they are inducing today. I am so scared for her because all I can think about is the pain and the tearing and the crying and the pressure LAWWWD HAVE MERCY!!!!! I hope she makes it through okay!
Now on to other stuff my best freind has been stressing about her ACCA exams for the longest adn she finally passed...now to get the big bucks. I need fi move in wid she casue boy mi still deh yah pon the struggle. Naw get nuh fur' der than mi nose. Pray that I get into Columbia....and while you're at it a new JOB would be nice....likkle more

Friday, February 17, 2006

Another Project!!

Anyone who knows me well enough will attest to my creative and inquisitive mind. I will conjoure up the most intriguing projects but then, in that some breath they may tell you of my inability to follow through to the end. Let see how this one goes.....it should be good while it lasts....
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